Then when the book came out I was so embarrassed and ashamed. She threw me in like I was a product off a shelf and I didn't appreciate it.
But there’s going to be a short circuit, and that’s the illusion of drugs, because they give you the illusion of getting closer to God, but ultimately they kill you." PHOTOS: Celebrity drug confessions "I mean, I tried everything once," Madonna confessed."I didn't think you guys liked me," Madonna said towards the end of her time on Howard Stern's Sirius XM radio show on Wednesday. Madonna's first year in New York included multiple robberies, an assault and an unreported rape.For the first time, Stern and the pop star sat down for a mano a Madge-o, where the host got the singer to open up about everything from her mother's tragic death to the details of her much-discussed romantic history. "I needed money for the payphone and [a stranger] gave it to me," she said. Stern acknowledged some early interviews between the pop star and talk show host, noting he could never tell if she liked him or was annoyed.The pop superstar, 56, spoke candidly with magician David Blaine about dabbling in drugs in the past."It's about how people take drugs to connect to God or to a higher level of consciousness," she mused.