"I decided it was more important for me to be happy," she tells contributing editor Josh Eells in the new issue of mistake.After being tormented for so many years, being angry and dark, I'd rather just live my truth and take the backlash.
Indie songstress Lana Del Rey may be dating shock rocker Marilyn Manson, reports say. Sources tell the magazine that on Wednesday, Del Rey and Manson had a lingering dinner together, only leaving the restaurant at midnight.
"You want the best for them, but if you remind them of their failures, or if you remind them of bad moments in their life, or even if you say I'm willing to put up with something, they think less of you — because they know you don't deserve what they're going to give.
And if you put up with it, maybe you are agreeing that you [deserve] this, and that's when I finally had to say, ' Uh-oh, I was stupid thinking I was built for this.'" Rihanna said she doesn't "have much of a relationship now" with Brown, but said she does not hate him, and would "care about him until the day I die." It's a somewhat cloudy, but ultimately optimistic, outlook that permeates the rest of the profile, in which Rihanna also discusses the difficulties of cultivating relationships, let alone a normal life, in the public eye. Something that can keep you a little bit uncomfortable …
"When you add up the pieces from the outside, it's not the cutest puzzle in the world," Rihanna says. We know exactly what we have now, and we don't want to lose that." And Rihanna says that if Brown were ever to display a hint of his past behavior towards her, she is ready to walk.
"You see us walking somewhere, driving somewhere, in the studio, in the club, and you think you know. We don't have those types of arguments anymore. "He doesn't have the luxury of fucking up again," she says. I can't say that nothing else will ever go wrong.